So I've finally told dad about it. After like 6 weeks? It really took me a lot of erm... courage to tell him. Feel kinda relieved but there's still a weird feeling.
Dad, thank you for not being angry; thank you for your ears; thank you for waiting so many weeks just because of this little thing; thank you for your understanding; thank you for letting me know that I'm not alone; thank you the hug! - it really really meant a lot; thank you for just being who you are; thank you for your love; thank you, thank you.