On bended knees, we praised. On bended knees, I prayed. On bended knees, covenant was renewed. On bended knees, forgiveness was asked. On bended knees, restoration took place. On bended knees, a promise made. On bended knees, I'm running this race, no matter what the circumstance might be. I will run the race, till the reach the finish point, not defeated, not giving up. I will run...
Ah Nehbounced.
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Sunday, October 28, 2007
「 bouncing away 8:33 PM 」
So, I have offically sold my K800i. I have to buy a NEW phone soon, like within this week and next. Looking at W910i currently. It's $789, mind you. Where am I to get the money? Using a borrowed phone from my uncle now. It kinda sucks cos the OS is totally different. I take a long time to find my contacts. Some contacts are not even there! Someone please sponsor me a SONY phone!
Ah Nehbounced.
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
「 bouncing away 10:31 PM 」
The new school term has just started. Which means... Work is no more. =(
goddaddy said "you never fail to surprise me" yesterday, my last day of work, when I gave him the box of sticks.
I don't surprise anyone. Definately not my family. Not my friends. Why did he say that? My heart's dying to know if I really surprises him.
Ah Nehbounced.
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Friday, October 19, 2007
「 bouncing away 11:48 PM 」
Not being able to check emails for ONE DAY is bad. I've not had this problem in a long while. Why does this have to happen now?! argh... I've got important and urgent emails to check and hotmail doesn't allow me to log in to my account. Oh bother. What am I to do now?
Ah Nehbounced.
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Monday, October 15, 2007
「 bouncing away 11:53 PM 」
The moment I stepped home today, mum started it yet again. (Mind you, I left office at 9pm and reached home at 1015pm) Freaking pissed with her.
About me working late when I already told her I'd be working till very late this entire week. About me stopping work. About me studying.
She asked me to stop working and to start studying for my exams (I'm still having HOLS!!) Like wth... You see, 1 year in poly = 2 semesters = 2 years of pri/sec/jc. Which means we have to buy books every semester. And these books cannot be bought until school the new semester begins.
You tell me now. How am I supposed to study and get ready for my exams when (1) I haven't even got books to study; (2) when the semester hasn't even started; (3) when lectures and tutorials have not yet began?
You tell me now, can I study WITHOUT my books? It's ridiculous lah!
Then after telling her I've got no books, she went on to say: "you can still stop working and prepare yourself for the new school term."
Ya, like what am I to do with the so-much-free-time? Stay at home and stone? Sorry, but I can't do that. I'd rather go to the office to help, even if it means for free and reaching home at 7pm daily. At least I'm not wasting my time, staying at home doing nothing but maybe watch TV & sleep. How productive can that be? At least in office I get to learn new things and I can get advice on things as well.
Was whining to goddaddy today - "my family is a christian family but not a christian family." We're christians in name. But at home, though we are all christians and believers, the whole family has NEVER sat down to PRAY (except when crisis happens. like when grandma was very ill, before she died) or have Bible study together. Ok, BS may be too much, but I think as a christian family, we should gather and pray as a family, at least once a week, or once a month.
argh... whatever lah huh. I don't care. 1 ear in, 1 ear out.
Ah Nehbounced.
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
「 bouncing away 11:57 PM 」
I wonder why I'm so annoyed with the way my parents does things, especially recently. When I'm annoyed or disturbed by their actions or words, I would keep real quiet or get out of the scene. I just don't wanna be involved or be seen with them. Blessed is me, who is taken care by them. But I just "bu zhan tong" some of the way they do things. sigh... Home is dead. Communication is a major problem in this family.
Ah Nehbounced.
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Tuesday, October 9, 2007
「 bouncing away 11:09 PM 」
Driving today was fun. Did "U turns" & "3 point turns". However, the entire session was damn hot. The stupid instructor turned on the air-con but it was useless. It was set to near warm air and almost the highest temperature at 28 degrees! So after the session, my whole t-shirt was wet! Oh. Met David at driving school as well. Got a shock when I saw him. Chat with him for a while before going for lesson.
Was supposed to go for the chinese prayer meeting today. But porned it cos we had a farewell dinner for Xuan Guang (below).
Xuan Guang with my Okleys!
He's going back to China early tomorrow morning. He has been here for 2 months for training and was only due to go back in November. However, due to unforseen circumstances, he has to go back earlier. Unexpected things happen.
All the best and good bye, Xuan Guang. I don't think I'll see you ever again unless I go Guang Zhou to visit you or you come back to Singapore to visit us.
Ah Nehbounced.
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Monday, October 8, 2007
「 bouncing away 9:06 PM 」
Truely, I'm blessed.
Some kids have to get their parents' permission before they can eat chips/sweets, ask even for the smallest things, while I can take my pick and leave it in the trolley for payment and do whatever I want! That's how blessed I am!
There are many things in life I take for granted. I think it's time I learnt to appreciate them.
We children would love to have other people's parents and likewise, our parents wish we could be like other children. Why do we habour such thoughts?
People say I'm gracious but I say I'm not. Why? Because I am gracious only to others and never to my own family.
I don't know why I'm like that. I wanna change...
Ah Nehbounced.
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Sunday, October 7, 2007
「 bouncing away 10:44 PM 」
The sermon last Tuesday at Renewal Christian Church was about spiritual destiny. The message today was also about spirital destiny.
What is God trying to tell me? What is my spiritual destiny? I don't know. I have no idea whatsoever about about.
YM camp registration starts today. I can't go, I won't go, except probably just to visit at night. Can't go because I've got exams. Won't go because I think their agenda is wrong. Ok, I've got nothing against anyone or anything but it's just me. I've been struggling with the camp issue since last year.
Camp - we are 'high' on God because we 'abandon' all other distractions and focus on God the 3/4 days during camp. Promises made and covenant renewed during the camp. But many of us go back to our old self immediately after the camp, when we step out of the campsite. Why ask God to take away our old self and put in us a new self when we ourselves are not keeping our promises and not trying to be that child of God? Whether you like it or not, we are a 2-faced person (that includes myself).
Have you ever asked yourself why you can be so 'high' on God during camp? Are you able to put away all distractions and set aside just 10-15mins from the 24hours we have everyday?
Ah Nehbounced.
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Wednesday, October 3, 2007
「 bouncing away 3:49 PM 」
Amen, Praise the Lord
Amen, praise the Lord Amen, praise the Lord Glory Hallelujah praise the Lord I'm gonna jump down, turn around, touch the ground and praise my Lord!
A sunday school nursery song which came to my mind when I received my results just now. Praise God, I managed to get a 'P' for my supp paper!
Ah Nehbounced.
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Tuesday, October 2, 2007
「 bouncing away 11:56 PM 」
I declare: I WANNA PICK UP CHINESE FOR REAL!
Today's prayer meeting was kinda targeted at me, though not directly.
Results; Evaluating and Low self esteem.
Results out tmr! God Bless me.
Anxiousness, anxiety fills me now.
But by faith, I shall get a 'P'!
Ah Nehbounced.
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Monday, October 1, 2007
「 bouncing away 9:35 PM 」
The picture says it all.
This is one of the many labels that I've been doing in office over the past 2 days.
Stuck this onto the vacuum cleaner's box.
Let the video do the talking.
Balloon Blowing by Melvin - A video taken in office today.
