Wednesday, September 26, 2007
My spiritual hasn't been smooth sailing. It has hit a few really rough patches. The toughest of which is the one that's happening now.
I'm supposed to leave for Nepal, Kathamandu, this Sunday for missions. However, things hasn't been going very well. The mother isn't very happy about this trip. She says she feels we are very disorganised. Nothing's organised or finalised in a mission trip. That's what a MISSION TRIP is all about. She just told me today that she has been praying against this trip of mine!
Church had a ministries meeting today and Rev Melvin Huang said that there will NOT be any mission trips to Nepal until the election is over.
What does this mean? Is it really God's will that we will not be going on this trip anymore? Moreover, the tickets from Singapore to Bangkok has not yet been confirmed. What is God's plan for us? I'm confused, I'm scattered. As much as I wanna go for this trip, I also really want this trip to be a part of God's plan. I mean, if it is His will and plan that we don't go for this trip, then I'll just havta accept that decision.
Really depending on God's intervention now. Pray, pray and pray!!
My spiritual life hasn't been smooth sailing. I've been trying very hard to find the passion I've lost some 1 year ago but to no avail. People say camps are great refreshers for your christian life. I have not been to a youth camp for 2 years now. This year will be my third. If I don't go, does it mean I'll never be able to find my passion again?
Do we need camps to be refreshed? Are camps the only period when we can get "high"? Yes, camps may play a major role in this area but c'mon. We don't need camps to be refreshed. All we need is a true heart that is seeking wholeheartedly.
My spiritual life hasn't been smooth sailing. I know I've sinned time and time again. I'm not fit to be called a child of God. But by God's grace and mercy, I've been forgiven and cleansed. Lying is one major sin that I'm trying to curb. Trust me, I'm doing my best to try to stop lying.
My spiritual life hasn't been smooth sailing. The mother gets irritated and annoyed with me over little issues. She says "you never tell me anything but you always say you told me you told me". With little or no family support, how am I to grow spiritually?
My Spiritual Life HASN'T been smooth sailing.
Ah Neh
bounced.
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